Other Plans

Someone riding with me in my car yesterday posed a rhetorical question. I'm glad it was rhetorical, though disappointed it was asked with the conspicuous disdain so many carry for the people in their own communities with mental health problems - or in the late stages of drug and alcohol addiction, and the distinguishable toll it places … Continue reading Other Plans

David Bruce Fitzpatrick

I’ve never felt such a hard and deepening blow as the departure and absence of David from my life. Still, I am unable to use the word ‘loss’, even in the wake of tremendous grief and heartbreak. The gift of David has been too profound … too enormous … too exquisite to use a word … Continue reading David Bruce Fitzpatrick

Lucid Dream of Masquerade

My fears lay awake in a lucid dream, the compass for where I stand.  Had I the wisdom to depart from this place I don’t belong, the grace wisdom brings ought be present in me, and I would never have found myself here.  I did not have that wisdom, nor the grace it affords.  My … Continue reading Lucid Dream of Masquerade

Secret Souls & Hidden Hearts

When I was a child, I believed I had two souls.  I remember asking what a soul was, and being told a very 'Catholic' version of what it was and where it resides.  My response was "Oh - I have two of those," walking away satisfied with the explanation.  I never accepted that I did … Continue reading Secret Souls & Hidden Hearts